Wow. Totally forgot about this. This was probably sitting on my drafts for awhile now.
The truth is I am still in pain.
The truth is I am still hurting.
The truth is that I still think about what went wrong.
The truth is, after all that you’ve done to me,
I still can’t believe that I
still care about you.
You, of all people.
You, the one who made me believe there were happy endings.
You, the one who made the butterflies in my tummy flutter.
You, the one who hurt me yet I stayed for love.
You, the one who chose her over me.
I guess it was right that you chose her.
Cause if you didn’t, then I wouldn’t realize a lot of things.
How strong I can be on my own.
How I could love myself so much more than I have loved you.